Emptiness

Our life
Our destiny
Our luck and us!
Whenever I wished to share my feelings,thoughts or opinions; there was noone around and even if I shared it with my close ones they always made it a part of joke. They laughed on my face! Yes, they did!
I am all alone in this world.
This Emptiness hurts me and drags me towards the same question Do I Exist?
I can talk nonstop
I can Entertain
I can keep the Atmosphere alive
But, I have no Audience for it...
This Emptiness has Transformed ME to a different ME. I have to think twice before saying anything to my close ones coz I never know what word of mine would turn me into a Joker!
Initially, this things never offended me but now they do! 
Now, even in the huge crowd I feel Lonely! It seems I'm infected with this Disease of Lonliness.... Lonliness is complex and unique for each individual. 

I have learned a lot out of this emptiness
How people around me are? 
Does my presence mean something or I'm just a breeze of air?
Now, from ours I have turned to me
My life
My destiny
My luck and me...

On the shores of my life

Im waiting for a breeze of hope!

It does hurt me...

Yes, I do cry.
It does hurt me.
When someone very close to your heart starts ignoring you it does hurt you...
This didn't happen
once,
twice,
trice...
It happens during every conversation between us.
When we were kids these things never affected me but now they do. Everytime we have a talk you show your points and stay silent.
my views, my points
seem nothing for you
I cry
I cry every night
I cry the entire day...
It does hurt me....
Feelings are changing
I'm breaking
But,
you have no scars on your face.
It seems it's only affecting me...
You have new people around you. Their company seems to be more pleasurable then mine.

When I look towards the sky

The sky seems finite. But,

when I focus towards the eagle

Sky seems infinite...

So now I have decided

No matter who you are for me,

No matter what you do,

You absolutely, Positively

donot have the power to change...

I just wanna be free now..

Cambios de humor

"Cambios de humor " is a spanish word which means mood swings.
Just a minute ago,
She was a freebie ,
Princess of the universe
and
Enthusiastic.
The next minute
she would be in
Tears...
Fallen...
Broken...          
                and all alone. 

Mood swing is an extreme or rapid change in mood. You never know how you'll act another minute. During mood swings you act as a Confused sperm in search of something but clueless of what that something is! People who undergo mood swings have different reasons for it. Mood swings are majorly observed in females  

Warning to all males avoid having conversation with females when they are undergoing mood swings this could turn into disaster!  

Kinda wanna go for a holiday
Kinda wanna get hit by a truck too!     

        *moodswings*
During moodswings, The person acts as a granite can burst anywhere on anyone. No one can tolerate Moodswings!  

When I go through mood swings!
Im so weird
That,
I'll be the nicest rude person
You would have ever been with...
I don't give a damn about
Anything but
At the same time
I care a lot...
I hate myself
But I'm completely
Fabulous!
I need help
But above all I have learnt enjoying this phase.
Maybe due to this I get to explore a different "ME"!☺☺
Comment your Experience about Moodswings!

You Me and A Perfect "US"

We all have that one person we'll never lose feelings for.When you fall for someone, everything they do becomes so beautiful. When things change you go through breakups.

Two people madly and deeply in love with each other brokeup one day.
Things changed
Time paused
Music was all that they had in common!
She blocked him possibly everywhere. There was no communication between them. He regretted for what he had done. People around were clueless about what had happened but what they wanted was just to see them TOGETHER!
He shared infinitude feelings towards her. As there was no possible way he could communicate with her. He took upto blogging, his blog could make anyone fall in love! Everyone around kept talking about his blogs.She acted like she doesn't care, but deep inside, it did hurt her.
At that time, All she wanted was his blog. She secretly read his blogs. Her heart was demanding love but her stubborn nature denied it. He continued blogging, his blogs were so perfect! That they could bring goosebumps Flawless!
One fine day she also started blogging. Her words spoke her heart! Loyal heart which was beating just for him! He replied her through his blogs. This blog conversation took pretty long time.
Things seemed to change
That atmosphere of love was back.
He kept blogging
She kept blogging and as its said "when you genuinely like and care for someone then the entire universe works on bringing him back in your life!" His last blog was so effective that she couldn't resist and declared her love back!

Betay paal wapas la nahi sakte...

Sukhe phool wapas khil nahi sakte....

Kabhi kabhi lagta hai aap hamein bhul gaye.... 

Par dil kehta hai k aap hamein bhula nai sakte! 

Serenity and You!